Xiaomei recently met a netizen on the Internet-the memory of flying. “The memory of flying” is a melancholy and talented boy. His unique temperament deeply attracted Xiaomei. He exchanged two ideas on the Internet. A month later, Xiaomei first proposed to meet. It was not that she was not reserved, but that the “memory of flying” would never ask her actively, so she had to take the initiative.
“The memory of flying” was in a city with her. After meeting, Xiao Mei couldn’t restrain her inner ecstasy. The boy’s real name was Huo Qixian. He was tall and thin, and very handsome. , And very talented. He has published his collection of poems on many newspapers and websites at a young age, and has many fans.
Although Xiaomei has no research on modern poetry, she has read all Huo Qixian’s collection of poems out of love for the house and Wu, so the two chatted together and the atmosphere was very harmonious. of.
On this day, Xiaomei and Huo Qixian were sitting on the merry-go-round in the playground, but they met someone she didn’t want to see, that was her ex-boyfriend and her current brother-in-law, Chen Qinghua.
Chen Qinghua and Xiaomei met in high school. At that time, Chen Qinghua and Xiaomei’s sister Xiaoli were classmates. Because they often played together, Chen Qinghua fell in love with Xiaomei. The two had been together for a while, but the good times didn’t last long. Chen Qinghua suddenly proposed to break up because he found that he really liked Xiaoli.
Not long after the breakup, Chen Qinghua and her sister Xiaoli came together. Since then, Xiaomei rarely meets Chen Qinghua and Xiaoli, whether it is to avoid suspicion or to feel upset. In addition, Chen Qinghua and Xiaoli both went to university later, and they only met twice a year, which saved a lot of embarrassment.
Now Xiaomei also goes to university. Although she is not in the same school as them, she is still in the same city. This time she and Huo Qixian met in the playground on the rest day, so unexpected I met Chen Qinghua and Xiaoli who were also dating.
Seeing Xiaomei, Chen Qinghua and Xiaoli naturally walked over to say hello. The moment they saw Huo Qixian, Xiaoli’s complexion became very ugly. She even ignored her boyfriend Chen Qinghua. Present, he asked urgently: “Are you Huo Qixian? That very talented young poet?”
Huo Qixian nodded and answered Xiaoli’s question. Then Chen Qinghua and Xiaomei After they chatted briefly, they calmly took Xiaoli away, half-dulling her soul.
Back to the dormitory at night, Huo Qixian took the initiative to send a message to Xiaomei, saying that he would not meet again.
Looking at the text message on the phone, Xiao Mei smiled, and she won’t meet if she doesn’t meet, anyway, her goal has been achieved.
Xiaoli was a somewhat arrogant person since she was a child, which is why ChenTsinghua Mingming and Xiaoli are in the same class and spend more time together, but at the beginning they chose Xiaomei instead of Xiaoli as their girlfriend.
Xiaoli loves poetry, maybe she thinks that only a noble soul like poetry is worthy of her. She loves poems and poets, she loves the melancholy and noble Huo Qixian, but they never have any intersection.
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Seeing that most of the people around you are in pairs, even her sister is loved and cared for. Sometimes she feels that being arrogant is not good Something, it will make herself miss a lot of warmth, so one night, she weakly told Chen Qinghua, who was planning to come to see Xiaomei to watch a movie, of her helplessness.
Such an arrogant, wonderful person who can only look far away and can’t come close to play suddenly blooms all of his fragility in front of you, Chen Qinghua feels very happy, yes, a strange kind of happiness , This kind of happiness was something that the plain and watery girl Xiaomei couldn’t give him, so he chose to follow his own heart and took Xiaoli’s hands that hadn’t been touched by anyone.
After that, life was different. When I was with Xiaomei, everything was taken for granted. They walked, watched movies, and ate together. There was almost no quarrel. It was simple but nothing. taste.
When you are with Xiaoli, she will make you wait for more than forty minutes for makeup; you will be cold because you forgot to bring the collar she bought for you Then he smiled, and left without saying a word, and so on, even though he was upset, he still enjoyed it and felt that this was true love.
The moment Xiaoli watched Huo Qixian couldn’t take steps, Chen Qinghua understood that this was not love, and Xiaoli’s treatment of him had nothing to do with love.
In the cafe, Chen Qinghua looked at the petite girl opposite, a trace of hesitation flashed in her eyes. She is still the same. From high school to university, there is no change in height, but at most it grows. Two centimeters, but her figure is different. In three years, she had a shriveled figure, but now it seems to be a different person. The delicate collarbone is a pair of tall and beautiful, and down is the waist with a full grip and That tutu can’t hide her butt.
“Brother-in-law, what about sister? How long will it be?” Xiao Mei asked naturally, looking around.
Chen Qinghua retracted his mind: “She has something to do, but she won’t be here today. I will buy you a drink.”
Half a cup of coffee , No one spoke, Xu could not bear the depressive atmosphere, Chen Qinghua coughed slightly, only then gathered up the courage to ask: “Xiaomei, is Huo Qixian your boyfriend?”
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Xiao Mei blinked: “No, brother-in-law, you misunderstood, he and I are netizens, and we went out to play together that dayThat’s it. “
“Oh. “Chen Qinghua responded in a daze. He actually wanted to ask a lot of questions about Huo Qixian and Xiaomei, such as how did they meet? Do you know that Xiaoli had a crush on Huo Qixian who had never met before? Yes, but a netizen blocked all his words in his throat and couldn’t get up and down.
Until the coffee bottomed out, the two never said one. Words.
The days are so simple. Not long before the Mid-Autumn Festival, Xiaomei and Xiaoli both returned home. This time, Chen Qinghua did not show up. Xiaomei’s parents found it strange. Ask Xiaoli why she didn’t bring her boyfriend back.
Xiaoli glanced at Xiaomei, and Xiaomei answered Xiaoli in her heart: “Because I broke up. “
Xiao Mei never liked Huo Qixian, just like she never liked Chen Qinghua, when Chen Qinghua chased her, many people urged her, including her sister Xiaoli, at that time Xiao Mei didn’t think about what love is, but she just agreed that it’s good to have someone caring.
When it came time to break up, there was a lot of rumors in the school, not right. The sympathy of Xiaomei, the abandoned person, is the sarcasm and accusation against her.
“Do you know? It is said that Senior Chen Qinghua and Senior Sister Xiaoli liked each other, but Xiaomei intervened. Senior Sister Xiaoli didn’t want to hurt her sister, so she quit. This made Xiaomei proud for a while. But after all, it’s not one’s own. No, it’s because the lover finally got married. “Some Jia said.
Some second agrees very much: “No, the senior has let go, saying that he has liked Senior Sister Xiaoli from beginning to end. “
The hand that Xiaomei originally wanted to open the bathroom door was successfully frozen by this conversation.
The first time in her life. Once skipping class, Xiao Mei has never had an adventurous spirit. She ran from the school in the town to a newly developed factory. The next day, she returned home in embarrassment.
Facing her parents Xiaomei thought, it’s better to let Chen Qinghua and Xiaoli lose their love to make up for the harm they caused to herself in the name of love.
So she spent three years I observed and recorded everything about Chen Qinghua and Xiaoli, their hobbies, habits, friends, etc., so she knew that Xiaoli didn’t love Chen Qinghua at all, she just enjoyed Chen Qinghua’s princess-like care, she was young She once fell madly in love with a young poet named Huo Qixian.
Then she became friends with Huo Qixian on the Internet, bit by bit, Huo Qixian entered her life, until Let Huo Qixian and Xiaoli meet.
For Xiaoli, inThe person she wanted most but could not get appeared in front of her, which was enough to shake the relationship between her and Chen Qinghua, which was not love at all.
Not surprisingly, it seemed that it was an extremely fragile blow, but it was very successful to separate the two. If love itself cannot withstand scrutiny, it has not been from the beginning. What effort does it take to love each other?
Lying on the bed, Xiao Mei remembered that three years ago, she came to the undeveloped factory area aimlessly, where she met two people who could only be described as dirty. A beggar, panic, trembling, humiliation, death, this is the end of her life…
As a ghost who has traveled in the world for three years, she thought , Maybe she can continue to use the identity of a “person” to finish her life that she hasn’t had time to finish…