This article is from WeChat official account:Guiquan-Tencent News (ID: entguiquan) span> , author: Yang Xi, editor: Xiangrong, the original title: “the world has become a much criticized justice Zhang, Zhang see how much? ｜Guiquan, title picture from: Variety show “Tucao Conference”
Zhang greatly shrank on the microphone-shaped sofa, arched his back, folded his hands on his knees, and looked at Yan Hexiang in the center of the stage with a smile.
“He was acting as a scientist in the show, and directed by Er Dongsheng, he was acting like a thief. I think Er Dongsheng was wrong.” Yan Hexiang raised his right hand, “Look at him, how can he act He looks like a thief, and this one looks like a thief.” After speaking, he turned his head wide and paused for a few seconds, waiting for the audience’s laughter and applause to fill the surrounding air.
Zhang Da did not smile. He straightened his back and leaned forward, with his right hand resting on his chin and resting on his leg. Tucao is still going on, he is a little lost.
So I’m so unlikable. He thought: How did I get to this day?
The first recording of the fifth season of “Tucao Conference” was recorded from noon to midnight, and finally it was Zhang Dada’s turn to be the main coffee, and the audience’s excitement remained unchanged.
“When Zhang Dada was born, the midwife nurses were stupid. Oh, this child is long, don’t worry, the child, when you can speak, let’s surrender again.” Yan Hexiang’s jokes are full of emotion, Zhang Dada’s heart But a little bit. He thought that his parents would be sad when they saw this show.
The laughter of the audience drew him back to the studio. He stood up, laughed and applauded, trying his best to integrate into the joyous atmosphere of the scene, as if it was another person who had just been complained about.
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I want to know, what did Zhang Da think about for a moment of trance?
In early February, I met him in a conference room on the East Fourth Ring Road in Beijing. It was very windy that day. He wore a black down jacket and black-rimmed glasses. His skin was very white and his cheeks looked thinner than in the show. The assistant followed behind, carrying two bags of takeaways, one of which was big.
“Can I have a bite?” He early in the morningI just finished my last job and came to accept an interview after a good night’s sleep.
The disposable chopsticks were flipped back and forth in the plastic lunch box, duck gizzards, bean skin, bean sprouts, and a thin layer of red oil floating on the top. He kept talking while eating. He was shooting an advertisement the day before. The studio was in a mess and dust kept flying in his mouth. Many people didn’t wear a mask, which made him a little nervous. He also said that he has been recording frequently recently. It was recorded at 5 or 6 in the morning, and I was tired of myocardial ischemia. I took ginseng tablets, ginseng pills, red ginseng ginger and drank Chinese medicine every day.
He is more afraid of being eliminated by the market than health problems. “Do you know how hard the other artists are?” Before I could answer, he went on to say, “People are working hard in silence. I can’t fall behind.” After that, I picked up a chopstick bean curd and lowered my head. Mouth.
Many people know that Zhang Da, through the third season of “I Am a Singer” in 2015, he became Tan Weiwei’s agent. When Tan Weiwei sang emotionally, he burst into tears in the audience and was scolded for “robbing the show.” Since then, “love to cry” and “actual” have become labels that he can’t get rid of. No matter what he does, he will be punished by netizens. He was scolded when he took a group photo; he was scolded when he recorded a show; he was scolded when he posted a new song… Even if he did nothing, he would be scolded because of his looks.
Netizens joked that “Agent Tan Weiwei helped singer Zhang Dada out of the studio”
When other artists are attacked, fans may chase and scold Zhang Dada, and everyone will just say “I feel so too”. He felt that his life had become a phenomenon where everyone could scold Zhang Dada, and everyone reached a consensus in the process of scolding Zhang Dada.
After the third season of “I Am a Singer” was broadcast, Zhang Da did not receive a job for seven or eight months. In order to improve his image, he discussed with his agent that he wanted to give a lecture at school and “encourage young people.” As soon as the words were handed to the middleman, they were stunned back. The other party said on the phone that your image still wants to encourage young people?
The phone was turned on and the speakerphone was turned on, and Zhang Dada sat next to him, hearing clearly. The staff is also present,Everyone looked at him, but no one spoke.
In 2016, Zhang Da moved from Changsha to Beijing. The director team of the first season of “Tucao Conference” found him and said that there was an online comedy talk show and wanted to invite him to participate.
Don’t you just tease each other in a humorous way? Zhang Dada agreed without much thought. During the actual recording, he found that he didn’t know how to talk about talk shows at all, so he kept his eyes floating on the teleprompter, and made three additional recordings, but it was still not ideal. When the program aired, there was another scolding.
More than a year later, Zhang Dada went crazy on various shows, in his words, almost intrusively broke into the audience’s field of vision. He thought that as long as he worked hard, he would be recognized by everyone.
He cared about online comments very much. Some people said that his red hair is not good-looking, so he told the staff that he is not suitable for dyeing red hair. Some people said he was this, some people said that he was that. He gradually turned himself into a “four-unlike”, but the public comment did not show any improvement. Later, he simply let go of himself, completely ignoring the opinions of others, and he did not expect the situation to be worse.
In 2018, he only received two shows, one of which was produced by the company. He was worried that he had reached the end of his career. He wants to write a long essay, completely cut off from his past self. Halfway through the writing, I felt that there was no way to explain the grooves on my body, so I simply gave up.
I feel wronged in my heart, and there are always times when I can’t help it. In December 2018, on the stage of Tencent News “Starry Sky Speech”, Zhang Dada, who had been the host for nearly 10 years, told his story for the first time on the stage. He talked about his grievances, Unwilling, helpless. When the program team helped him with the title, he thought about “Man with a Mask” and “Walking Tears”, and finally he thought of the title himself “If I become better, would you love me?”.
In December 2018, Zhang Dada participated in Tencent News “Starry Sky Speech”
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In November 2020, the program producer asked Zhang Dada if he would like to participate in the fifth season of “Tucao Conference”. At that time, the second season of “The Actor, Please Be Here” was airing. Because of his performance on the show, he frequently appeared on Weibo hot searches.
He decided to think about it seriously. One end of the balance is to return to the role of a host, less on the show and less scolding; the other end is to seize all the possibilities of exposure, try to maintain the heat, and wait for better opportunities.
He is more worried about being forgotten than being scolded. Opening the calendar for the first quarter of 2021, the host’s column is always empty. “If you don’t cross the border, the audience will not see me in the first quarter.” Zhang Da said, he is not qualified to refuse.
He has tasted the taste of not having a job. In 2018, that kind of life lasted for more than half a year. He sent a message to his agent: Since God did not chase me to feed, then I would kneel and ask God to beg for food. He started to sell himself everywhere. At first he was a little embarrassed. Later, when someone posted to Moments saying that he was preparing a show, he came up and asked, “Sister, have you appointed a host for that show? I’m cheap, choose me!”
Or, “can guests please?”
It’s really not possible, “Can the flying guest be OK?”
Even if the other party repeatedly refuses, he will continue to add a sentence: “Sister, next time I have a chance, please come again.”
In the past two years, he has appeared in more than 20 variety shows. In October last year, because of his performance in the second season of “The Actors Please Be Here”, he was again hung up on hot searches to face controversy. Just after a wave of heat, he appeared in the seventh season of “Happy Comedian”. Zhang Dada once told in “Starry Sky Speech” that being insulted by netizens has caused trouble to him and his family, but he still needs to participate in the program he should participate in.
He knew that opportunities would not fall from the sky.
Occasionally, he wants to add two witty words to the paragraph, and the screenwriters explain to him, which will destroy the rhythm of the performance. In the future, even if it is changed from “a” to “what”, he will ask for opinions, is that OK?
Be careful everywhere, carefully step by step. But after walking down the stage twice, Wu Fan felt that Zhang Da’s problem was that it was not natural enough.
Until he took the stage and released a ruthless statement: “I will quit the entertainment circle if I gather 198 votes.” This was Zhang Da’s on-the-spot performance, and he had not discussed it with others. Wu Fan thought, he probably wanted to use this method to ease the emotions that had accumulated in his heart for the whole game.
Zhang Da’s posture of going all out, pushed the atmosphere of the scene to a climax. In Li Dan’s words, he got the most votes in a “suicide” attack.
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Zhang Dada is a very special main coffee. Some viewers were disgusted when they heard his name and asked why the program crew invited him; but at the same time, another group of viewers crazily wanted to watch him get ridiculed and scolded to the point of exhaustion.
Two days before the program was recorded, Zhang Dada had a meal with several screenwriters. He wants to know what he looks like in the eyes of others.
Topic artist, everyone. Others say that they know how to create topic marketing.
In 2020, Zhang Dada posted a Weibo before his 30th birthday, please use one sentence to describe why they hate him-he has 32 million fans, most of whom are “black fans.” Weibo sent out more than 90,000 comments. The high praise comments in the front row listed many of his shortcomings: hypocritical, love to follow the trend, low emotional intelligence, unpleasant face, poor business ability…
He guessed that the complaints on the show are nothing more than the same, he just needs to act calmly or don’t mind.
Sitting in “Tucao Conference”Zhang Dali was a little surprised at the recording scene. Yang Mengen said that he is “the ceiling of the annoying world”, “Zhang Dada is like Pinocchio, every time he says that he has no plastic surgery, his nose will be a little bit better”; Yoko Raim suggested that he go to play in “Wing Chun” Pile, when Yen Zidan faces him, he hates having to use his fists and an axe…
The life memories and work fragments of the past 5 years seem to have changed. They have been dismantled, disrupted, and placed in front of him in a way that he did not expect. Zhang Da told me that if it were five years ago, he would probably not be able to sit until the end. At that time, he didn’t think there was any problem with his speech and behavior. How could it be a “plastic feeling” to post a photo with a female star?
He thinks he is a little “glass heart”, and always has been. Now he is still sensitive and still crying, but he will remind himself to accept it.
Even though he knew the rules of the game for a long time, every time he heard his name in others’ mouths, he felt nervous, “It’s a bit like a public execution.” He glanced at the audience from time to time to see how everyone reacted. When others laugh, he also laughs.
Wu Fan noticed that at some moments, Zhang Dada’s expression was not so comfortable, maybe some jokes hit him, “He would jump out, as if thinking about something, but from time to time he was pulled back to the scene to give React or do some expression management.”
During those uncomfortable moments, Zhang Dali was in a trance, even a little regretful. He involuntarily fell into a certain self-doubt: Why am I sitting here?
He is not a person who “plays a good deck of cards”, instead he grabs a handful of bad cards as soon as he comes up and hurries to the court. The game hasn’t been opened well, and the game will continue, so all the next effort will become a fight to turn the tide.
He said that at the moment when he was being spit out, he also thought that if he didn’t cry when recording the third season of “I Am a Singer” that year, it would be fine. If he didn’t cry, what would his later life be like? Is he still working in Hunan Station? Are you doing entertainment news or variety shows? Will you become a host of another style?
When he came back to his senses in the audience’s laughter, he changed his mind to think that there is still a chance in life. At least for this moment, he is still sitting on the stage.
This article is from WeChat official account:Guiquan-Tencent News (ID: entguiquan) span>, Author: Yang Xi, editor: Xiangrong