Before I decided to write this text, I had nightmares for several days in a row as before. What happened a year ago was so real in front of my eyes that I often couldn’t distinguish between reality and dreams. But I clearly know that what I saw in the dream is just a true reflection of the memory I had. I gradually lost myself in a dream filled with terror. I often have the urge to repeat the dream, which makes me lose my real life. . I know that I need to record all this, because I find that I am gradually unable to control my behavior. There is a desire deep in my heart that is constantly driving me to do something I do not want, but at the same time when this happens, I There is another inexplicable joy. I’m still struggling, still facing everything around me in fear…
My wife and I moved to just after the Spring Festival in 2004 New house. This is a newly built community located in the northwest corner of Baicheng District. Because of its remote location, house prices are much cheaper than those in the urban area. The layout of the house is still ideal. Compared with the old house where the original residence, this new house is very spacious. My wife and I are both ideal people. I always feel that a bathroom and bedroom at home must be comfortable, so we bought this house with a loan. But in fact this is probably a decision destined to scare us all our lives.
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We chose the top floor, on the one hand, the price is cheaper than other floors, on the other hand, I like it Free attic by the developer. The design of the two-family house on the first floor is also satisfying to us. The one-floor one-family house is a little lonely, and the one-floor three-family house is a bit noisy. We are all people who like quiet but often have crazy ideas. Before moving, we all hope to meet a neighbor of our age, maybe we can become good friends in the future, so that everyone is not lonely.
Just after the Spring Festival, according to the old saying in the Northeast, from the 23rd day of the twelfth lunar month to the fifteenth day of the first lunar month, the lanterns are lit, All belong to the category of the Spring Festival. When we moved, it was the tenth day of the first month. The old people said that they would move after the fifteenth, but because their respective units had to go to work normally after the fifteenth, they decided to move on the tenth day.
Although Baicheng also has a moving company, it is still used to finding a tricycle master to move, and the price is much cheaper. Starting from more than 8 o’clock in the morning and busy until more than 1 o’clock in the afternoon, the items to be carried were finally on the top floor. The moving master also complained that the floors were too high, the corridors were narrow, and things were not easy to carry. Later, the wife gave each person 5 yuan more according to the pre-settled price, and they left with a smile. Closing the door, I complained to my wife: “It’s your heart! All the prices have been negotiated in advance, and the price negotiated in advance will not be finished!” The wife scraped my nose with a smile”Careful eyes! It’s all hard-earned money. It’s not easy for the Chinese New Year! You can play mahjong and lose a little!” I smiled at her. What I like is her kindness.