I was very numb, and nothing happened in the unit could cause my mood swings.
I no longer ask if it makes sense, what to do, I never want to escape, I accept my fate, this is my fate.
Sadly, I still remember what my mother said. She said that I can’t live without a job, and I can’t find someone without a job. She said I haven’t had a few years, so I must hurry up.
So I went to fall in love, and my partner was my colleague. But I looked down on myself again, and even found someone to like it in a place where I wanted to escape so much.
In the spring of 2017, my boyfriend proposed to me, and I agreed. The moment I put on the engagement ring, I suddenly felt that when I grew up, my direct person in charge was no longer my parents. In the future, I only need to be responsible for the person in front of me, and he alone. I can finally leave my duty of filial piety to my daughter and run towards my own happiness.
My heart felt like a melting glacier, the wound was crusted and itchy, and I started to want to resign.
My mother heard that I was proposed during the trip, and asked when I plan to get married, and I said: At least one year later.
My mother: Then you are thirty?
Me: Twenty-nine.
Me: I am going to resign.
My mother gave me a blank look and didn’t take it seriously.
I said: Really, I talked to him (fiance).
My mother looked at me like a lunatic: Then you are not a scam? People choose you because your education, work, looks, and family background are a bit higher than him. You have no job now, and nothing is left. Why do people marry you?
Me: It’s not settled anyway, he can also break up with me, everyone is an adult——
I think you just have a good life! ——My mother seems to have strangled me to death: I broke up at this age, will you marry or have children in the future?
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