, Walking aimlessly along the stone steps. Going further, it was a barren land, without the bushes above my head, and there was no road. I walked straight forward like a ghost, letting the rocks sting my feet, letting the grass blades and thorns cut my cheeks, forgetting the fear and the pain. I feel that my current situation is just like my situation at the time, walking numbly in the darkness, without direction, and I don’t know if I am moving forward or backward, I only know that I am moving my feet numbly. There was even an illusion of sitting on the train, as if I didn’t move at all, but only the mountain was moving.
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I don’t know how far I have traveled, or how many hills I have traveled. Suddenly, in the gap between the leaves, I actually saw a ray of light. My consciousness suddenly became sober, what this ray of light brought to me in such darkness was not hope, but rather incomparable fear. I stopped, hesitated, then wanted to laugh, laugh at myself, I’m still so cowardly, what else can I fear? Moving on, I saw a house on the opposite mountainside. Yes, I am sure it is a house, and it has at least two floors. And the light I just saw came from a room on the second floor of this house.

Sw, two green lights flashed under my feet, I felt something stepped on the back of my instep, and my pores instantly tightened. A numb coolness spread from the crotch to the limbs, all the way to the top of the head and the tips of the hair, and the numb senses suddenly became sensitive. I raised my ears, and the swish sound slowly moved away. I thought it must be an animal like a wild cat. What followed my ears turned out to be a soft sigh, echoing on the barren hills in the dead of the night, looking very long. Strangely, I didn’t feel any fear at all. Instead, I seemed to be familiar with the sound and the person who made the sound, as if calling me. Then there were waves of low, self-talking, sad whispers, like weeping like complaints, as if they were telling the pain of long-awaited lovesickness. This voice seemed to be full of magic to me, holding me like a gentle and cold hand, and walked towards the house on the opposite mountainside, towards her.