Before the nap, the sun was still shining outside the house. When Zhang Juan woke up from a nightmare in a cold sweat, she found that the sky was full of clouds outside the window. She frowned, looked at the pale face in the vanity mirror, and sighed sadly.
The first time Zhang Juan saw those children, they were held tightly by their tender red hands. It was the third time she had an abortion.
Lying on the operating table, Zhang Juan slowly put her hands on her belly. She didn’t really dislike this embryo that was still in her body waiting to grow and expecting to come to life. Feeling, unfortunately, there is no joy. The headlight above the operating table lit up with a “puff”, Zhang Juan’s gaze moved to the needle in the hand of the anesthesiologist, and suddenly she felt something cold grabbing her foot.
The cold, small, soft touch, one by one, slowly climbing up from the feet until Zhang Juan’s wrist is tightly grasped, she finally sees clearly What is holding her are some tender little red hands! Looking along the little hand, the wrinkled faces loomed in the darkness, and their mouths were wide open, like black holes, crying “Mom” in a terrible and stern voice.
With the louder crying, the red marks on Zhang Juan’s body also increased, and she finally lost consciousness and fell into a coma.
From then on, those who were cruelly abandoned by Zhang Juan and lost their birth qualifications began to retaliate against her in the form of nightmares. Zhang Juan touched her arm unconsciously. Just now in her dream, the areas where the children were clinging tightly still felt a little pain.
“Juan, have you collected the clothes on your terrace? It’s raining soon.” A mother-in-law’s voice came from outside the door. Zhang Juan hurriedly dried her cold sweat, adjusted her messy hair, put on a pleasing smile, and opened the door for her mother-in-law.
At the door of the room, the expression on the mother-in-law’s face was a bit impatient, she floated from Zhang Juan’s bloodless face to the French window with a cool look, muttering unhappily: “You have been Are you sleeping? I don’t even know that the sky has changed outside. It’s raining soon, so please put your clothes away.” After speaking, he gave Zhang Juan a meaningful look and turned to the living room. Before Zhang Juan closed the door, she clearly heard her mother-in-law muttering to herself in a low voice: “Why is the body so bad? I eat or sleep every day, and I can’t even get a child.”
Zhang Juan leaned on the door panel, staring at the clothes swaying left and right on the terrace by the wind, her thoughts were disordered.
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Zhang Juan from the operating table seems to have changed herself, put away her bohemian temperament, draws a clear line with the group of friends, and obeyed the arrangements of her family , Married the loyal and honest Wang Hui. Wang Hui is the only child in the family. On the first day Zhang Juan stepped into their house, she received the message from the eyes of her in-laws, and they hoped that she would help the Wang family as soon as possible.
After marriage, Zhang Juan worked hard in front of Wang Hui and her in-lawsShe is virtuous and virtuous, no one knows her unbearable past. But as the days passed, Zhang Juan’s stomach was still calm, and her in-laws’ eyes became more and more dazzling. Although Wang Hui is honest, watching his wife often wake up from nightmares in the middle of the night, the worries in his eyes gradually become skeptical.
The in-laws’ dissatisfaction with them has become more and more obvious. If even the husband starts to dislike herself… (Uncle Ghost: http://www.guidaye.com/ reprint please keep!)
Zhang Juan is afraid that the nightmare that entangles her will eventually crush the ordinary happiness she finally got. This night, Zhang Juan, who was struggling with her nightmare and woke up with her eyes wide open, still lied to her husband. She sobbed in a low voice: “My parents-in-law want to hug my grandson very quickly, but unfortunately my stomach can’t live up to it.” After speaking, she sighed and pretended to be sad.
The straightforward Wang Hui suddenly realized that his wife was suffering from nightmares under too much pressure. He hurriedly comforted Zhang Juan: “It’s okay, we are still young, so don’t worry.” Laughing, squeezing a happy smile, leaning on the shoulders of her husband, but secretly decided in her heart to let the little things that linger before the husband and in-laws find themselves unbearable.
In order to confirm her physical condition, Zhang Juan, accompanied by her mother, came to the hospital for an examination without telling her husband and in-laws. The mother who got the test result happily handed the report to her daughter: “It’s okay, everything is normal, you can still have a child.”
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Zhang Juan Exhale lightly, it was not a physical problem. But the smile on her face was fleeting, and her brows frowned immediately: “It must be those three children, they have been pestering me.” Zhang Juan held the inspection report tightly and determined that it was the Yingling in the nightmare. To prevent her from getting pregnant, she gritted her teeth and said to her mother, “Mom, they must disappear completely!”
The mother took Zhang Juan’s hand embarrassedly: “They were your children too. Ah, not to mention that every time you have a miscarriage, I ask Master Li to help them out. Could it be that you are too nervous and have hallucinations?” Zhang Juan desperately shook his head: “They are nearby and have been by my side. Looking at me all the time.” Suddenly, her eyes were red and she looked at the ground in horror. Those red and tender little hands stretched out from the pure white ground of the hospital, grabbed her white feet, and began to climb up.
Zhang Juan ignored the people coming and going in the corridor of the hospital, slapped her feet and shouted: “You are the shame that you can’t be born! Don’t pester me! Don’t want to destroy my happiness !” For Zhang Juan, the three children whose fathers are unclear are indelible stains and will only bring misfortune to herself.
The eyes cast by people are disgusting and shameful. The women waiting outside the obstetrics and gynecology department are all expectant mothers who have given birth to a new life. It is a pity to waitThe fate of the child in their stomach is completely different. The nurse was holding a pale pregnant woman and frowning at Zhang Juan who was yelling. Zhang Juan’s mother smiled bitterly at the nurse and the people around her and nodded apologizing, and hurriedly pulled her emotionally out of control daughter out of the hospital. Looking at the distant figure of Zhang Juan who was still yelling, “It was your fault, it was your fault.” The pregnant woman next to the nurse subconsciously touched her high uplifted belly, her eyes showing a complex look of guilt and comfort. .
After getting in a taxi and leaving the hospital for some distance, Zhang Juan gradually calmed down. “Where are you going?” The taxi driver asked while driving forward slowly. Mother wanted to take Zhang Juan home to rest, but her eyes fell on her daughter’s white feet, and she couldn’t help but fight a cold war.
A little red handprint!
Is your daughter really entangled in resentful spirits? Mother looked at Zhang Juan, who was leaning on her arms. Although her emotions calmed down, she still looked desperate. There was no problem with the physical examination, but the daughter could not be pregnant. The mother thought for a while and said to the driver: “Go to Xihu Old Street.”
The mother decided to take Zhang Juan to Master Li Exorcising evil spirits there, driving away the three grieving infants who entangled their daughter, even if they let their souls go away, they must keep their daughter’s hard-won happiness now.