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Xu Qingqing is still broken in love. After she lived with Dong Yi for two years, that is, after she felt that Dong Yi was no longer interested in her young and beautiful body, she didn’t even leave the simple and clear word “goodbye” for her. The world disappeared out of thin air.
Everything about Dong Yi in the room is still there, and all the objects related to him are in place, seemingly waiting for his return at any time. The corners fell into the corners, so that his breath still remained. In this situation, no one else would feel that Dong Yi had left her.
Maybe he was in a hurry and he didn’t care to tell you that he decided to go out temporarily. Didn’t go home for this day. Don’t worry, he will be back in a few days, or tomorrow. Someone comforted her like this. Xu Qingqing smiled bitterly and shook her head. She thought from beginning to end that Dong Yi bored her and abandoned her.
Xu Qingqing packed up all Dong Yi’s belongings and carried them to the trash can downstairs. She watched the garbage collector throw the bag of garbage onto the dirty garbage truck with a big shovel, and then covered it with the dirtier garbage in the garbage bin, and she was completely lost and returned. Home.
There is a fish tank on the windowsill, and there are two small red fishes chasing and playing. When I bought them, Xu Qingqing chose one. Dong Yi said, let’s have two. Everyone knows to find a partner, let’s match a fish with a couple.
So far, the fish husband and wife have settled down on the windowsill of her house. They are not unhappy every day, they are happy every day. When Xu Qingqing and Dong Yi go to see them, they are both happy.
Alas, how nice you are.
Xu Qingqing stood in front of the fish tank, envious of the immortal couple in the transparent glass. But she couldn’t compare herself to that happy fish.
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Xu Qingqing stubbornly believes that Dong Yi abandoned her because she had been a waiter on that occasion. This shameless experience gave her no greater sorrow and entanglement about Dong Yi’s departure. She understood that, despite his heartfelt vows and curses to her that he would not despise her, and live a life with her, it was because of her appearance, her youth, her flowers, and her honey garden. He is like a child who has forgotten to go home and lost in the Garden of Eden, greedily nostalgic in it. Now, the seasons change, the wind is cool, and the beautiful colors will be dim. It is the most natural thing for the lost child to think of the way home.
Thinking of the word “lost love”, Xu Qingqing almost laughed out of her laughter. A person like myself is only worthy of “lost”, not worthy of “love”. The so-called “love” is just a gift to those cardamom years. And herself, a neon in the middle of the night, had already wiped out her purity. What else does she have? Except for the pleats covered with powderWrinkles and wrinkles can’t bury the turbulent emotions of cosmetics. Therefore, Dong Yi suddenly disappeared, she thought she was just “losing” away.
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But, there are still some astringent things slowly staying from the face to the corners of the mouth. Xu Qingqing took the fish food from the small pot next to the fish tank and put it in. The fish actually avoided the food, went aside, and continued to play with each other.
Not hungry. They are not hungry, fish can live even if they have no food.
But, even if you have food, you can live without love.
Xu Qingqing dialed Dong Yi’s cell phone again, and the cell phone’s crisp colorful ringing rang in the bedroom. It was strange, his mobile phone was obviously packaged by her and thrown downstairs. How could it appear in the bedroom again? Xu Qingqing’s call to his cell phone was just boring and empty. Otherwise, she had no intentions.
Now, Dong Yi’s mobile phone appeared out of thin air in front of her, so that she was at a loss. However, that is, the brain was blank at an instant, she thought, maybe, she was careless, and when she was packing his belongings, she left the phone alone.
So, taking Dong Yi’s mobile phone downstairs, there is no delay. Since love is gone, I still want to do what I want to do.
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This is good. There will never be his shadow at home again. Xu Qingqing came back from downstairs and looked around the room, finally relieved. Dong Yi really disappeared from her world completely.
It was night. Xu Qingqing didn’t sleep on the bed. She came to the fish tank and flattened her body on the couch in front of the window sill. After drinking a large glass of cold water, then closing her eyes, she tried to imagine herself as a little red fish in the fish tank on the windowsill. Thinking about it, a big problem started to bother her, and I added the two of them to make a total of three fish, then how to fall in love?
I don’t want a third party to appear. Xu Qingqing got up hurriedly, fished out a small fish, and threw it into the toilet. When I pressed the switch with my finger, there was a sound of “pop”, and the shadow of the little red fish was gone.
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Xu Qingqing finally fell asleep. She dreamed that she was itchy all over, and there were countless small fishes surrounding her, pecking her body. It doesn’t hurt. Merely, just itchy. She took turns to disperse the fishes with her arms, but her arms turned into fins, and she could only paddle the water with a weak force and fled in panic. But where can she escape. The place where she slaps her hands, even if she turns around the fish tank for thousands of miles, it is within easy reach.
Dong Yi, in front of her, is directing the fishes, chasing her, besieging her, and biting her; while teaching her, escape, avoid, and persist.
After too much itching, I felt a little pain. The slightest pain. There is no major pain, but no matter how you feel it, it is stillThe pain is beyond words.
Xu Qingqing began to ask Dong Yi for help. Dong Yi shook off a sheet of cloth, which was the one she wrapped all Dong Yi’s belongings and threw away during the day. She saw him take all the fish in, and then he left with them on his back.
Suddenly found that only herself was left in this world. Fear caught her nerves, Xu Qingqing shouted towards Dong Yi’s background, Dong Yi wait, you forgot to pack me. I will also go with you.
At the door, Dong Yi turned around and smiled at her, then turned away again.
Only herself is left. In this world, only herself is left. What a scary thing.
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Xu Qingqing woke up three days later. There are a lot of sleeping pills in the water she drinks. Someone outside slammed the door violently and finally woke her up. The headache was so severe that she was weak and unable to move. People outside had to knock open the door and come in.
They took out Dong Yi’s body in the closet under the window sill. The corpse was rotten, and on such a hot day, even with the windows closed, the stench spread outside. The neighbor called the police and knocked on the door and couldn’t open the door.
At that moment, Xu Qingqing closed her eyes in despair. She tried her best, but he really wanted to leave her.
That day, Dong Yi said that he would go back to his hometown and explain to his parents that he would marry her. By the way, get the household registration certificate and register your marriage with her. Xu Qingqing, knowing she is no longer a good girl, expected that Dong Yi was using a grand excuse to break up with her. So, when he was unprepared, he stunned him with a mop. Then hide it in the closet under the window sill.
She thought, she could abandon everything outside of him, but as long as she had him, it was enough. She kept him by her side forever, like the two little red fishes, they only have their own world. Together every day, happy every day.
When she was taken by someone and left home, she inadvertently looked at the fish tank on the window sill, and it was empty.
Where is the little red fish inside? Why is there no one? Those with clear water can see the opposite window. There was no flooding around the fish tank. Obviously they had no chance of escape.