Tiger sniffing note: Today, Gao Xiaosong is 50 years old. This person who used music to make a generation of white people fluttering in the age of eternal, actually this is over half a year. This article comes from Gao Xiaosong’s last episode of FM’s audio program “Dawn Yearbook”. It is the heart of the 50-year-old, thank you, has sentiment, persistence, and farewell. The program was postponed for any reason, and Xiaodao xiaosongisland (ID: xiaosongisland) initiated by Gao Xiaosong was intercepted and released, and the tiger sniff was authorized to reprint. The title of this article is from Visual China.

When you are fifty, you must first “report” two happy events with you:

One is the opening of our Nanjing Xiaoshuguan. My dream of a small dream was to build a library. Nowadays, this wish has not only been realized, but also more than one. Xiaoshuguan will open to other cities in the future.

Second, I received a letter from the principal of my favorite and respected school today, and I would like to award my honorary doctorate degree. Since I was a student at the intellectuals, my sister is already a doctor. When I dreamed back at midnight, I always felt that my life seemed to be missing something. There was still a hole in my heart. And on the occasion of my 50th birthday, this hole was filled. Which school is specific, and when the official honours degree is officially awarded at the school graduation ceremony in the coming year, we will share the joy with you.

New Brothers of Xiaodao – Nanjing Xiaoshuguan

I am 50 years old, and all the things I want to do are realized one by one, and the holes in my heart are also filled one by one. Those years of water that have accumulated in my heart have gradually evaporated by the sun. It can be said that no matter when I envisioned my 50-year-old, I did not expect to have such a good day, which is far beyond my own expectations. I think, I am a very, very lucky person.

First of all, be grateful for the age of my growth. The more I grow up, the more I feel that I am actually qualified, IQ, or EQ, but Err. EncounterThe sailor sings, always light, always hot, always tears.

“Xiao” Rivers and Lakes Starry

There are friends who have lost when they walked. I don’t know where they went, I don’t know which valley they went to, which ocean, I will remember them from time to time. We met the old wolf last month. We both chatted in the bar opened by Song Dongye. We chatted about our former friends and talked about Yu Dong. Yu Dong, who wrote so many good songs, is doing what he is doing today. I will also talk about Yin Wu, almost every time I meet Song Ke, we both have to talk about Yin Wu. I will also talk about the talented and glorious young people who came to do the wheat field music at that time. I don’t know where they are now? Of course, I also think of talented young people who we haven’t done, and always feel right.

The book “The Youth is No Regret” is a 27-year-old letter written by Gao Xiaosong to his own

If there is an afterlife, come back at a young age, I still want to go back to this river. I lived to be 50 years old, I have seen many industries, and I have participated in many of them. I think there may be no better place in this world than our rivers and lakes. Although many people don’t like it, I will come back later.

Of course I still have to thank my family. Grateful to give me birthThe father and mother from this world, grateful gave me the best of all education in that era. Once, I regret that I don’t have such an intimate and warm family like many children. The family of intellectuals is usually indifferent, and my parents are busy, often abroad, I am actually a lonely child. I also have a lot of grievances and unforgiveness in my growth, such as my father. When my father died, I also wrote a poem called “Tie Qing”, because in my heart, my father is Tieqing. But by the time I was 50, the things that grew up alone have faded away and gone. So of course it is to be grateful. Including for my father, when I sprinkled his ashes on the San Francisco Bay according to his wishes, there was a young couple who was pushing a newborn baby, just in time at the camera, and there was that At the moment, I have forgiven my father. My current Weibo avatar is my handsome father and beautiful mother.

Gao Xiaosong handsome father and beautiful mother

Of course, thanks to love, or to grow up, these two things are difficult to separate. I am actually a very late, mentally retarded person who is very lagging behind, young and ignorant, and with a low level of qualifications, often confused and not confident. Fortunately, they encouraged me. They said, “You will realize your dreams. You will do all the beautiful and sunny things that you think.” Thank you. To this day, I still believe in love. I believe in the innocence and strength brought by love. I believe that love brings all the good things in life.

Giving is a lot, and forgiveness is rare. Because I haven’t hated anyone in my life, except for a long time, it’s hard to reconcile my father and myself. But I forgave him and I have already let go of myself. Whenever I think that a lot of people have been comforted by my work, I can forgive my unbearable youth.

How did you spend the rest of your life? My life is not profound, but it is still huge. It is related to this era, the huge world, and I have not been idle for a huge world.The plan. After a huge first half of life, I think I probably know how to spend the rest of my life skillfully. But life is not only for me, but there are still a lot of things that can’t be unloaded. If I choose not to carry these things, I can live a little smarter, but since they are still back on the body, let’s go back for a while. What are those things that are carried? Nothing is the education you have been studying since childhood, all your expectations of the world, and what you expect to do for your expectations.

I still think that I have dreams and beliefs. I hope that I and others are pure, sincere and upright. So in this era and in the future, there is still a lot to do. For example, to open a library, for example, to do more pure music, such as even in a profit-oriented variety show, we must work hard to spread some of the things we believe in childhood. For example, to help those who are kind, to smother those ugly.

I just went to Malipo County where the Laoshan front line was located a few days ago. A village on the border saw a Yunnan border people who were completely different from the north and the north. For many years, they have remained living on land that used to be full of landmines. I saw a lot of people who had been blown up by the mines and smashed their eyes. They married the Vietnamese women on the mountain side. They spoke the same Miao language and each took their children to form a new family and plant corn and vegetables.

Don’t say it in detail, because it is a poverty alleviation program. When you broadcast it, you will see a lot of touching details. I happened to meet our Taobao colleagues when I was in “Double Eleven”. I said that I would go to Taobao to do live broadcasts. I want to live with the goods. I want to broadcast the Sanqi, which is produced in Malipo, and the ancient tea produced by Malipo.

We also went to a local village primary school called the tent primary school, which was the primary school in the mountain where the garrison helped them with tents. I went to teach those simple children, although the time is short, but I have tried to teach history, geography, English, music, and my bad table tennis. When I was separated from the children, there were a lot of waves in my heart. I will definitely go back and do these things.