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This gig recorded by Steco’s friends is indeed quite similar to the interpretation in” The Clown “

In a very important working meeting, Scott once couldn’t help laughing, but was caught by colleagues and partners because of his uncontrollable consequences in the workplace, which made him Feeling physically and mentally exhausted. But this is not the most extreme case.

In 2003, Scott and his family and friends just ended their engagement party. A truck hit their car. Scott’s fiancee died on the spot. His mother was seriously injured and he was hospitalized. He died 3 days later.

To this day, Scott ca n’t forget that he laughed aloud at the scene of the car accident, beside his fiance ’s body, and was questioned by the police. “I really ca n’t control myself, but everyone else thinks I am a cold-blooded monster. tire”.

On the night of the fiancee’s and mother’s guarding, Scott had to avoid everyone, crouched in the corner, and laughed alone.

Scott and Fiancee

After watching the movie “The Clown,” Scott told reporters: “I think Phoenix did a good job. He didn’t feel like he could stop laughing, and he came. In that bus scene Here, I feel that he has experienced a deep sense of rejection, which is very similar to my daily life. “

Scott said, “ The sense of rejection, the way people look at you, will leave a deep mark. You tried to explain, but others have a preset in mind, thinking You’re either hilarious or neuropathy. The feeling of isolation, the frustration that is not understood, has been performed. “

Arthur laughed wildly on the bus and was despised by a mother

In fact, just as the movie “Still Alice” strives to present the difficult daily life of Alzheimer’s patients, the film “Clown” also does some homework to the portrayal of the PBA group.

Phoenix said in the interview: “Those who can’t control themselves, those who laugh loudly but have pain in the face, I try to reproduce them.”

Even in The Clown’s presentation of violence and social issuesThe discussion is more controversial, but the attention of its PBA patients and the detailed portrayal of this group of people in the movie, give ordinary people a little more understanding, but also let these people see a little hope.

Domestic research on PBA is currently immature, but according to a 2016 study by the Brain Injury Association in the United States, approximately 2 million Americans have experienced PBA problems of varying degrees.

A documentary about Beyond Laughter and Tears (Beyond Laughter and Tears) , which tells the life of PBA patients The “solitude” of the style has been further understood.

Kirk Johnson, who was cheerful and had a dream of flying since he was a child, became a “out of control” because of a stroke.

Kirk Johnson Childhood Photo

Kirk used to run to the airport for a long time, watch the planes take off and land, take the initiative to make friends with pilots and ground staff, and receive flight training as soon as he gets old.

But the sudden onset of the stroke severely affected his right brain, and also buried his flying dream.

Kirke spent eight hours in the emergency room, and although the situation eased, he suffered from unavoidable side effects: laughing at various untimely occasions, such as a grandmother’s funeral.

“I was sitting on a chair with my grandmother’s body in front. I was sitting there, uncomfortable and wanted to cry, but in the end I laughed a lot. People around me looked and felt like, ‘I’m afraid this person is a ‘Crazy’, that kind of feeling is painful. “Talking, Kirk laughed.

Kirk ’s father said that Kirk has always been a very positive child and has enjoyed growing up. However, when talking to him now, maybe he will laugh wildly uncontrollably.

If you say that uncontrollable laughter deprives normal expression of happiness, the sudden cry will also make people around you scratch their heads.

MissouriBobby Rich, a truck driver who once took pride in his masculinity, was troubled by tears that shed without saying hello.

On a normal working day, when Bobby unloaded the goods behind the truck, he lost consciousness and the goods collapsed, all hitting his head.

After he was discharged from the hospital, he found a simple TV advertisement. His son was not a special word. The eyes of the dogs in the family would make him have a strong urge to cry.

Unwilling to lose, he returned to the driver’s seat, only to discover those sudden emotions, which made him unable to brake, shift gears and maintain concentration.

After meeting countless doctors and neuroscientists, Bobby got the same message: “You are done in this life, you can never drive again.”

Some friends and family around said that Bobby is like you. We have no way to get along with you. You have to learn to control yourself, otherwise we can only keep our distance. In this way he lost some friends and was forced to alienate some family members.

Bobby, who grew up in a truck repair shop and a driver ’s father’s father, does n’t like going out anymore. He always tears at every turn, making him think, “I do n’t look like a man”.

His wife Susan said, “I find it difficult. I feel like meeting a new Bobby every day. I can’t help often.”

Diana Hurley from California (Dyanna Hurley) has the same symptoms as Bobby, but unfortunately suffered a stroke, Began to stop crying.

So to her, crying is no longer a vent or release of emotion, but a source of misunderstanding.

After going to the hospital, the doctor’s advice to her was to ask Diana to take some antidepressant medicine, which made her collapse.

Many doctors in the United States do not know enough about PBA. Although the symptoms of both are crying, the pathology is completely different, so they cannot be simply treated.

Some metabolic inhibitors have proven effective, but the love of family and friendsAnd understanding is often more important.

Diana cried in front of the camera and said, “I’m really not unhappy, I’m not sad, I just can’t help crying, it’s not my job, it’s a stroke job. Everyone is different , I’m really not unhappy. “

Maybe you who read this article don’t know PBA as well, but everyone knows loneliness.

To this day, how many people have become nomadic people in modern cities. They do n’t get the approval of their family members. They feel different and lonely among their colleagues.

The worst thing about PBA is that it pushes that loneliness to the extreme.

Even if you are surrounded by people who love you, even if your emotions have a strong resonance with everyone, you will still feel lonely and socially lonely.

Imagine facing all helplessness, sadness, anger and even despair, you can only laugh wildly. What a strange pain.

Similarly, at the most inadvertent and blandest moment, you have no reason to cry into a tearful person, how helpless and fragile it is.

All your joy and sorrow,Must all look the same.

Comparatively, most ordinary people do n’t realize that people ’s true emotions and physical feedback are not completely synchronized. In the case of PBA, the most extreme contrast is presented.

And these patients really need to be understood and accepted. They did nothing wrong. It was just because of a complication after brain injury or nerve injury that they began to be misunderstood and alienated by so-called normal people. .

A casual look at the related issues on Zhihu reveals that many people actually have such problems, but don’t know what to do.

People at a lower level are obviously very nervous, but they will burst into laughter when they speak in the class. Not only does no one come out to resolve the embarrassment, they are collectively accused by the teacher and classmates.

In more serious cases, when my grandmother died, my grandfather laughed uncontrollably before the death, or when he obtained a marriage vow, his wife was clearly overwhelmed, but in front of the Civil Affairs Bureau staff, she couldn’t help it. Crying so much that her husband couldn’t let go.

These moments of confusion or pain have caused embarrassment among family members, or cast some shadows on important moments.

In a documentary, a PBA patient said, “People should understand what I look like and try to accept, but they don’t.”

It’s like the closed valley was suddenly cut open, and the wind came in endlessly.

Most of us can do nothing but a little more awe of this pain.

Excuse me, they didn’t mean to offend.

Key references:

https://www.ladbible.com/community/interesting-man-who-suffers-from-compulsive-laughter-like-joker-discusses-disorder-20191016

https://www.prnewswire.com/news-releases/beyond-laughter-and-tears-a-documentary-about-pseudobulbar-affect-pba-premieres-in -washington-dc-presented-by-the-brain-injury-association-of-america-and-avanir-300235571.html

https://vimeo.com/304899707

https://www.zhihu.com/question / 304232303 / answer / 543172163


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