When I was very young, my neighbor had a little girl who stuttered. I imitated her and laughed at her for fun. This is an act that I regret for life-imitating a few days after I became an authentic stuttering man.
So I can imagine that after I went to school, I was given a lot of nicknames. One of them was called “哆gri叽”, which was translated into Mandarin as a stuttering male. When the stuttering is serious, the name “to” in class feels overwhelmed. In elementary and junior high school, I was called up by the teacher to answer questions. I could answer some questions perfectly, but I couldn’t tell. I was in a hurry, wronged, and it’s not an exaggeration to swallow tears in my stomach.
The most embarrassing thing is to have a meal in the school cafeteria. When I line up, I feel drummed. When I get to the window, I can’t call out what I want. Sometimes I have to change the dish. Sometimes I can only use sign language. The master looked at me pitifully, and probably seldom saw dumb to buy food. When the phone call was the most embarrassing, I couldn’t say it after I connected it. The other party “Feed” a few times and then put it down and had to call again. It’s unimaginable for me to talk to Niu about this kind of thing. For girls I like, I usually use paper slips or love letters. This farming practice rarely works. I came to the conclusion that such things can be said to be stronger than anything. Later, with the Internet and even text messages, a lot of cooperation was carried out online, including many things in daily life. Those who can use body language generally don’t need a mouth. The mouth is like a loafer, only responsible for regular meals and occasional kissing.
After a period of time as a reporter, I am probably the laziest reporter to interview, but sometimes I have to go to the interview. If the question cannot be sprayed out when I ask it, I will change to a spare question. Friends who stutter should have the experience, spray out the first word, and the rest will follow.
Stuttering this thing, if you don’t think about it, it may run away. The more you think about it, the more it will be more powerful. At work, I often use the forget method. The busier the stuttering will be. But it’s not impossible at all. It’s normal to break it into paragraphs and paragraphs. When I call to talk to people, the people next to me are usually very anxious. In 2004, I found that I was not particularly good at reaching the peak in dealing with people, so I came up with the idea: to do things that can not deal with people. Sitting at home as a writer is more suitable.
The mouth will degenerate without function, especially when there are strangers, I usually close my mouth and put my ears up. There was once a little girl who respectfully asked, “Mr. Li, are you always so deep?” I replied: “Knacking… just eating.”