Eight years ago, when a group of us started a business, it was really beautiful at that time. Because when I was in school, I was the chairman of the Student Union. Although it was not a big deal, I felt very beautiful at the time.
I started a business with more than 200 students just after graduation, and raised more than 500,000 cash in less than a week. It can be said that some went well.
I did not expect that because of our lack of deep involvement in the world, and the lack of experience, etc., the company was in a difficult situation in less than a year. The capital turnover is not working. Several partners withdrew their shares midway, and I have no way to do it. The debts are high. Every day in the office are debt collectors. I was so annoyed that I didn’t know how to deal with it. Almost all the poor business turnover was used to pay off debts.
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Until that day, I had a very respectable elder sister and a teacher from the school at that time to collect debts. They scolded me and let me die. I completely collapsed, because I had no way to go to the end. But no one will pity you for a loser. But I still have that pitiful self-esteem gone.
I really thought about dying, so I rode my bike and ran westward. People in the company just watched me go away. I don’t want to go east, because there is my home, where my hometown is. I am now faceless with my parents and relatives. To die, stay away from your hometown.
Riding a bicycle and ramming on the highway, thinking of which car is unlucky, I will be killed. I just want to die.
But after walking for a long time, in addition to the sound of the sudden brakes coming from behind or in front and the scolding of the drivers….. no car hit me!
I’m tired, but I’m actually out of town. Tossed the bicycle aside, next to a large pond for farmers to irrigate.
I jumped in, and it was actually the weather in March, which was later than now. But the cold water made me awake. The water is smelly and there is silt underneath. My leather shoes also got stuck. The key is that the water has just reached my chest… I don’t think I can just die in a stinky pool. I climbed to the shore…..
The afterglow of the setting sun reflected the pink clouds in the sky, and the surroundings were quiet. There were no pedestrians, just the sound of brakes and whistle coming from the aisle not far away. I lay there by the pond for a long time before I decided to get up. The destination was still unclear. Despair and incomprehension in the heart overwhelm everything.