When I was very young, I knew I had a strange feeling.

I often feel an inexplicable fear, as if something ominous will happen, but I did nothing bad at this time.

Unfortunately, that kind of feeling is usually good, and meteors are usually hurried across. I haven’t been able to catch it and don’t care much.

When I was eleven years old, I went to play with my nine-year-old brother Xiao Ming that year. Worrying things finally happened.

At the moment I jumped off the reservoir, I clearly felt my inner fear, and the world suddenly became gloomy.

Maybe God is destined to play with my brother.

I don’t worry about my younger brother. He is the best kid in our village. He can cross the entire reservoir. Moreover, we also have a car inner tube as a life buoy.

When we reached the center of the water, Xiao Ming suddenly loosed his hands and the whole person sank. I was so pained that I dived into the water to pull Xiao Ming’s body, and Xiao Ming’s hand also clasped my leg tightly. I struggled to step on the water, but I felt more and more suffocated. When I opened my mouth, a somewhat fishy river water poured in. It seemed as though he had fallen asleep.
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It seems that after only a while, I have a feeling, just a feeling. I have no eyes, no hands, no body, but I know this is me. It’s not that the movie is played so well that it can be seen and gone. I can’t feel all the physical things, as if only some light and shadow are twisting. I can’t move either, just think about it.

What do I want? At that time I became extremely clever. I think I don’t want to die, so the first thing is to come alive. I want to move my head, my feet, my hands. For a long time, there was still no response. I could only do what I wanted to do, and finally I wholeheartedly wanted to move my right index finger.

When I feel very tired, I suddenly moved my finger and woke up. When I opened my eyes, it was a black ball. I reached for the black cloth and saw the cold moon. I sat up and looked around. There were a lot of incense candles burning, and there was a candlelight smell in the air.

I stood up and saw that another small bed beside me was Xiaoming. My brother! A strong sorrow came to mind! Xiao Ming and I have never fought, and are the best two brothers in the village. But now there are different ways. All this is because I can’t grasp my strange feelings.

I went out. I know it is in the ancestral hall of the village, there is no one at ordinary times. All the large and small cadres in the village are now concentrated here. When I walked out, the obese woman director was about to get up and breathe. When she saw me, she couldn’t say a word, then she fainted.