My name is Sand. A fool.
Actually, it wasn’t a fool, it was after falling in love with her.
Two years! Every day at the beginning of the Huadeng, when Wan Lai was still, I would pretend to go the same way as if nothing had happened, and walked to her door in every direction.
But, at this time, if someone can pay attention to me, they will definitely see my fanatic eyes and the shaking of excitement.
Maybe, I should say it again. Looking at her window, I thought secretly. Haha, two years ago, there was a confession of courage that had been up for three months. . Painful memories flooded up again:
She seemed to hear something very interesting, and she looked at me with a smile, but her eyes could not hide the contempt.
Yes! I’m just a poor stupid boy. I don’t have a heavy wallet or a sports car with a wind. I am ordinary, short, and without any characteristics. There is no place to attract her like a proud princess.
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She didn’t really say a word, so she walked away. However, the meaning is self-evident–
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But my dream continues to burn fiercely every day.
So, I come to the same place every day, looking at her window, watching her going in and out, watching all kinds of boys and men going in and out, seeing hugs And kissing. Sometimes, she can hear her charming laughter, flirting tone, wave after wave.
Yes, I am afraid that every officer will know that my heart hurts. Every time, today too.
So, I took out the knife that was already marked in my arms again.
Yes, she can never love me, but I can never do without her!
It hurts! The knife slammed down on the left wrist with a stab noise.
It’s the same place every day. Maybe, it’s scratched on the bone today. I thought lonely. Before dawn, you have to go back, alas, come back tomorrow. Maybe, one day I will have the courage, I will go in to see her.
The left hand gradually no longer felt, and no drop of blood came out.
I really miss the time when there is blood flowing out, as if the blood flowing out can take away my miss to her. . .
Oh, it turns out that bleeding can also be an unattainable happiness.
“Susha, male. Unemployed youth. Time of death: December 23, 2011. Category: Suicide. Cause of death: The left wrist was cut and excessive blood loss.”