Editor’s note: Because of his own empathy, Lin Ru embarked on a suicide path of no return. Guilt made “I” choose to commit suicide, but did not die. Lin Ru, who is already a ghost, appeared frequently and continued to fall in love with herself. When “I” decided to go with her to the beautiful place she tried hard to render, she found everything It’s all a conspiracy, it’s all Lin Ru’s unforgivable for himself. Say hello to the author!
The past few days I have been in a muddle-headed mood. I feel like a continuous rain outside the house, low and gloomy. When I was bored, I kept pressing the remote control in my hand, switching between different pictures over and over again. Suddenly my eyes were fixed on a noon news report. It was a common accident. The reporter at the scene enthusiastically recounted the whole story, a dissatisfaction. News of a twenty-year-old girl falling from a building. While yawning lazily, I focused my eyes on the paramedic who was carrying the man lying on the stretcher, as if not breathing, under the white cloth was a motionless body, and the girl’s face was invisible, just outside. She showed a little red shirt, and she wore a bright and dazzling silver bracelet on her delicate wrist, which was not suitable for this humid and cold weather.
It’s her, will it be her? I passed the silver bracelet in her hand and sighed in surprise. I was thinking about it, and the on-site personnel had already determined the girl’s identity. It was really her, Lin Ru who came to me two days ago and was driven out cruelly. Oh , No, it’s not true, it’s not true, I turned off the TV abruptly, thrown away the remote control in panic, shivering.
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That day, it was still a drizzle day, Lin Ru excitedly ran to me and smiled and wanted to take me to the fun place she just discovered . At this time, we had already had a cold war for more than a month because of my empathy, and then I also handed in a wealthy daughter. With the strong financial resources of my new girlfriend, I can go to the country I have always dreamed of receiving the most Excellent education, for this, on that day, I made up my mind to sort out the constant emotional entanglement between Lin Ru and me.
Seeing her sad and lost squatting on the ground crying, I felt very uncomfortable. After all, I really like her. But I didn’t expect that the ending that I thought everyone would gather and stay away from was developed beyond my imagination-Lin Ru committed suicide and jumped from the ten-storey upstairs to draw a perfect arc. Thinking that she used to be very afraid of pain, a slight abrasion, I had to spend a lot of time and energy coaxing to stop her falling tears, this time when she died, she chose to be so heartbroken. Lung pain, Lin Ru, are you telling me that the pain I bring to you is more than the bloody blood after a slight jump?
In distress, I abandoned the greetings of the people around me, and closed myself in a small room, with tears soaking my clothes, my mind kept coming up with the happy times, Lin Ru was slightly upset At the corner of his mouth, Lin Ru’s brilliant smile, Lin Ru’s nightingale singing, all this will not exist, it’s me, it’s meThis unsuccessful man for fame and fortune destroyed a blooming and beautiful flower and strangled her life and life. It should be me who died, not you-Lin Ru! I wailed loudly, and concerns from my family came from outside the house.
Silently took out the sleeping pills that I bought, I drank them, my abdomen turned violently, and my meaning gradually blurred. I whispered softly: “Lin Ru, Lin Ru… …”
Suddenly, her beautiful cheeks really appeared in front of my eyes, and the joyful heart actually rose and throbbed normally after being sluggish, “Lin Ru, you will finally see It’s me.” After saying this, I closed my eyes sleepily. Before going to bed, I heard her melodious voice coming from her, “You will see me every day.”