It has been 21 hours since sitting on this train. I went to my hometown in the Northeast for funerals from the warm northern city.
It has been 20 years since I returned to my hometown. There are no close relatives there, except for my uncle, who is now dead. I got on this northbound train just to help my cousin who I never met to hold a decent funeral for him.
The more the car goes north, the colder it gets, and there are not a few passengers left on the car. Now it’s just night, the dim lights on the car add a touch of coolness, I Already wrapped in a down jacket shivering.
I don’t want to read or look out the window, let alone no one to communicate, so I become drowsy. When the upper and lower eyelids are about to touch each other, I feel the train body shakes slightly For a moment, there was the harsh sound of friction between the steel of the wheels and the rails—the train slammed on the brakes in this uninhabited wilderness. My upper body leaned forward with inertia, and the car finally stopped. My body was also still, but I did not understand what happened.
I got up and asked the conductor where this was. The conductor said it was in Qingyuan County. It is 10 kilometers away from hometown of Songzhu County. Then the conductor was called away by the chirping intercom. As a passenger, I am like an outsider, I don’t know why the train brakes sharply.
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Then the door opened, and the conductor went down, and I followed along to breathe and smoke a cigarette. When my foot stepped on the northern land, my body There was a trembling, not only because of the cold weather, but also because of the corpse before him.
The corpse I saw was also a corpse with residual heat.
Someone was lying on the track, and the train cut her off. Her lower body was crushed into minced meat by hard steel. I guess the locomotive is still full of blood, so it committed suicide like this The blood stopped for 50 meters before stopping.
I look at the man who committed suicide. Through the blood stains, I can see that she is a beautiful girl with her eyes closed on the snowy ground. There is no fear or hatred in her expression, only endless Serene, blood is blooming beside her, she is like a flower on the vast land.
I got nauseated, got on the train with my luggage, and was about to leave this cursed, unlucky, disgusting train. After I got off the train, I saw the captain and the conductor. The flight attendants met in front of this flower to discuss how to deal with this emergency. I guess their work efficiency is very slow, so the train has to stop here for a long time. And I was scared because I witnessed the death with my own eyes, I didn’t want to stay in the train for a minute, it was dull like a big coffin. I looked around, and there was a faint light on the place where the train had traveled about two kilometers. It was a small town. I am going to leave here, find a hotel in the town for the night, and then take a long-distance bus back to my hometown in Songzhu County tomorrow.
With a swaying pace, I gradually left the place of death and walked in the opposite direction. The flight attendants did not stop me. They were already scared by the dead man. I stepped on the snow on the ground, wondering why the girl chose this deserted place to lie on the rails. Will it be cold when she lay on the ground waiting for the train? Why not put your head directly on the rails? This will relieve a lot of pain. What was the reason for her suicide, because love still thinks the world is boring?
As I thought about walking, I was getting farther and farther away from the train that resembled a hearse, but getting closer and closer to the small town with lights.