I entered the boss’s office with a sense of anxiety, “Mr. Lin, you call me?” “En…you sit down!” “Ms. Lin…I…” “Stop it! I’m already I have completely lost my confidence in you!” Although I had already spent the whole morning preparing mentally, I thought I could accept this cruel blow, but when this fact really came, my heart was still extremely uncomfortable. Not acceptable! “President Lin, please, give me one last chance!” “Impossible! I have given you too many opportunities, but you did not take it well!” Although I may be able to guess that this day will happen, ! why? Why on earth!
I knelt heavily on the ground, “Please…give me again!” President Lin finally got angry, this time kneeling is no longer useful, “Go away! You give me Get out! Get your shit discs and get out of here!” President Lin threw the game discs in front of me angrily, and immediately burned a long crack on the smooth surface! The scratched surface of the disc reflected my face that was mixed with embarrassment and turned iron, “It’s all these discs, why? Why is this! Why is my work lacking a soul? Why is my game lacking It’s terrifying!”
“Get out! We don’t raise idlers here! Get out of here! What shit!” When I staggered out of the leadership office, I held my hand. I still carry the game discs created for many years. I really didn’t expect that once this game was listed, operating profits plummeted, the company lost its investment, and lost money! When I got out of the company’s door, I saw that my once friendly colleague suddenly changed into a cold and proud face, and the office building that was once so familiar suddenly changed to an unfamiliar cool color. The city once permeated with harmonious sunshine suddenly became frosty.
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The icy surface of the dish was baptized by cold tears, the watery surface of the dish reflected a cold moon, and the night wind swept a white plastic bag leisurely Drifting by, slowly flying to the direction it should go, looking down at this original work that I thought was an instant hit, the dish noodle was once again baptized with tears, and my face was also on the watery dish noodle. Up twisted.
This is not my face! I can still clearly remember that when I was creating this game, I had never had such a miserable expression on my face. I still remember that there was a sunny smile on my face at that time. The creation process was really not easy. From conception to composition, from computer scanning to the three-dimensional construction of three-dimensional characters, from game programming to the completion of the entire game, I have gone through a lot of hardships, and now I can’t find anyone to listen to my complaints in a thousand words.
Hey! That’s it. Failure is just a painful struggle on the road of life. I have witnessed the trampling of the game discs I created by others and the humiliation of spurned by others. I have awakened from the beautiful dream, hope is shattered, lose or lose, once. The loss was terrible! Looking bitterly at the tearful face on the crack of the disc surface, IHis heart is like twisted twists, painful, clutching the edge of the dish face tightly, letting the sharp dish blade sink deeply into the fragile flesh between the nails and the fingers, “Puff!” Five nails were cut off.
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Dragging heavy steps back to the residence, it is already two o’clock in the middle of the night, and it hurts to cut off your fleshy nails neatly! Self-harm also requires courage, the courage to make yourself completely decadent. The paralyzing vanity and the glory of success are not as real as the disfigurement of self-mutilation. Vanity and glory are elusive, and I can let myself touch my face back and forth. What’s the use of a pretty face? I don’t want to be a male model or a male duck. I kneel on the street with a little white face and beg, taste the white eyes of passers-by, and his face is covered with pale saliva. I don’t want to exchange for white rice. I can only be a fiasco dog. .
This is only ten square meters of personal rented house, and it can’t accommodate me, an unemployed vagrant who cannot pay the rent. The landlord will come and drive me away early tomorrow morning. I am now downcast The landlord will not be soft-hearted. As long as he doesn’t tear his face, it is estimated that he will not use violence.
Hmph, tear your face, where will the blood be wiped? Paint a warm color picture full of hope on this cyan wall covered with green hairs? is it possible? The green and gray wall color seeps into the dark red blood of malnutrition, and then mixes in the dim light. The resulting painting lacks the color of hope. The sun that could have been fiery red shows the dimness of the dark clouds when the rain is continuous. That should be happy. The spinning windmill now seems to no longer be able to bathe in the warm sunshine to enjoy the infinite power it brings to it. The former power has completely disappeared, and it can only silently endure the frustrated silence.
On the hillside stained with blood! A tree with a lowered head, like a person with a lowered head, the dark red vicissitudes of the tree trunk lacks a healthy and moisturizing body, and the blood is about to drain, making me try my best to smear the color on it, my eyes Wetting again, there are no tears but blood. The broken mirror inlaid on the wall has long been covered with the cold of the night. I opened the fleshy skin on the bridge of my nose and wiped the blood flowing to the corner of my mouth onto the mirror, drawing a bloody heart. This heart is dead, and the pain of struggling on the mirror-like disc has died.