Everyone says that everything is dead. In fact, many things have always existed.
I am a ghost pawn, a small servant under the reincarnation master. We can be regarded as the cheapest creatures in the sky and underground, and can only live in dark hell, eternal life.
My duty is to patrol beside the bridge, which is a leisurely errand, because there is nothing but nothing here except for the occasional passing of the solitary ghost. I often sit blankly by the bridge, looking at the lonely soul, floating lonely. Every day, every month, every year, day after day, year after year.
One day, the reincarnation chief called me to say that I was loyal to my duty, because I had been patrolling the Naihe Bridge for 300 years without any mistakes. So he asked me to be the soul-stirring messenger and gave me the opportunity to go to the world.
The world is really good, there is everything, compared to the gloomy and dark hell is a dream. It’s a pity that every time I go to the world in the middle of the night, I always go to get the souls of others. It’s been a long time. I know people like me, no, it should be a ghost. People are the most feared and hated, because when we go, it means the end of human life. I only smile bitterly, because people believe in destiny and are afraid of destiny, and even we hate it by the way.
Time always passes quickly, and a hundred years have passed by in a hurry. The reincarnation chief told me that you have 400 years of Taoism. When you have 500 years of Taoism, you can go to the world to reincarnate, or practice in hell to be a god. At that time, I was very happy and smiled happily. This may be my first laugh. Brother Bai Wuchang present made fun of me, saying that I laughed worse than ghosts. I thought: I was originally a ghost, and Bai Wuchang laughed worse than I did. When people smiled at him, they would probably be scared to death.
In the last 100 years, I continued to work hard on everything that the reincarnation chief gave me. But I think these 100 years are longer than the original 400 years. How much do I expect it to pass a little bit faster. On that day, I must go to reincarnation and go to the world… 　
One (　originating from a millennium)
One day, I walked to the bridge of Neihe, and there was a slight sob in the darkness. I walked over and saw that it was a female ghost crying there. I asked her why she stayed here. She said that she accidentally destroyed the lantern that illuminates the wheel circuit. When I’m in a good mood, I’m happy to help others (ghosts). At that time, I was in a good mood, so I said I can take her to reincarnation. She wiped her tears and smiled at me: “Thank you.” In an instant, my chest seemed to be slammed by something, and my heart was chaotic… I have never seen a ghost that smiles so beautifully, I only I feel like my feet are getting softer… When it came to the reincarnation division, the owner checked her records and said that she was dying and could not be reincarnated. She could only live in the city of dying. She cried all of a sudden, and I also softened at once, and asked the owner if she could let her go for a reincarnation. The owner got angry and scolded me for a while, so I shivered, and she was too scared to cry anymore. IDepressed, she took her to report in vain, and I said nothing on the way. When I arrived in the city of death, I let her in. She nodded and went into the city. I watched her go away. At this time, she looked back at me and said another sentence: “Thank you.” Her figure gradually disappeared in the city gate, leaving me standing there dumb.
Day after day, I was surprised to find that I still miss her. So I occasionally ran to the city of vain and secretly looked at her. I found that she often hurried to Wangxiangtai very early, where she watched for a whole day, and then wept away. I don’t know why, every time I see her crying, I want to cry too…
The spring has quietly left, and the scattered Yanghua has turned into a flying snow. When the swallows came back, the sky accompanied the brilliant sunset, and the distant ones had disappeared into the eyes like water, and the newcomers had already burned their hearts. Unintentionally, there is a faint heart that still seems to haunt my heart, and has never returned with Nan Yan.
I found her grave in Qingming that year. In front of a handful of loess, a glass of water wine, three-color fruit, two crying people, an adult, a child. I stared blankly at the two, a sadness that I had never had before, and the loss had been lingering in my heart. I stayed there for a long time until late at night. After drinking a glass of wine, the inferior wine is bitter, but I can’t feel the taste in my heart. On one occasion, I inadvertently asked Brother Bai Wuchang how the dead man could be reborn. He said that cause and effect are needed. I asked what is causation. He said that cause and effect is actually the price. If someone gives the chance of reincarnation to someone who has no chance, then they can reincarnate. He also said that this opportunity idiot would not be willing to let others.
The days have passed a long time ago, and the reincarnation boss called me to say that I have been practicing for 500 years. Ask me what options I have. I said that I was willing to reincarnate. The reincarnation chief asked me where I would go. I said that I would let her reincarnate. The owner stared at me with wide eyes, and Bai Wuchang was even more surprised that his tongue fell to the ground. The owner told me that if I give up 500 years of Daoxing, I will be a ghost pawn again. I said, “I am willing to do this.” After I finished, I left quietly. At this time, my heart was very calm, and nothing seemed to happen…
The day I left, I watched secretly. She until she drank Meng Meng’s tea soup and got on the runner. Far away, I can’t see her anymore. I can’t help walking out of my hiding place and looking into the distance. Mother-in-law Meng looked at me in surprise, sighed slowly, and continued to play with her tea soup…
I became a ghost pawn again, still in charge of patrol, I would go to Qiaotou every day to see. I believe that one day, I can see her again. .
The days passed day after day, and I stayed by the bridge day after day, so many days that I could not count.
The reincarnation chief called me again, saying that I had been in hell for 500 years, and I could choose my own way later. After the owner finished speaking, I was at a loss for another 500 years. During these 500 years, I stayed by the bridge every day, but IWhy haven’t she seen her come back… The chief sighed when she saw my unconsciousness. In the confusion, I walked to the edge of the bridge again. At this bridge, I sat for 1,000 years. At this bridge, I waited for 500 years. In 500 years of mulberry fields, even stubborn stones are covered with moss. I didn’t wait for her to return… Later, Bai Wuchang told me that if a person reincarnated and reborn, God knows what she will look like, whether it is a woman or a man.
I suddenly found myself stupid and stupid. Why is there such an arrangement. My eyes lost their tears in an instant… a weeping ghost in the bottomless darkness.
This time, I don’t know what I should expect again… Everything in the past has passed, like the tears in my dream last night, I can’t find it now. The endless thoughts in the dream vaguely remember the sound of drums, and the world collapsed. When I woke up, I only left fragments that could not be joined together, such as ancient texts, so I couldn’t talk about it. But the whisper that makes people vaguely remember, but like the brilliance of lightning, tearing the eternal night sky in mind. 　I don’t know what I dreamed about, and I don’t want to pursue the clouds in my dream. I know that it won’t hurt, and it won’t cry. The chords sing softly, do not sing the sad songs, there are too many sad things in the red dust. Who knows who writes words in hand, hard to write laughter, and has fun in the world? And I am like a wildflower in the wind and frost, I don’t know who it will be opened for. Like a lonely wild grass in the wilderness, I do not know who will be green.
I gave up my desire to reincarnate again, I was afraid to see the red dust that tempted me again… I was afraid to see the beautiful smile that made me unforgettable…The reincarnation chief sighed and said that I was so entangled A ghost cannot be a fairy. I was still sitting by the bridge of Neihe, being a ghost pawn, waiting for someone who might no longer exist.
Sitting on the bridge again, I looked at the ghosts who had crossed the bridge. Their faces seemed to have a story written in them, and in their empty eyes, they seemed to be telling about the moment they once were. Looking at their confusion, I am glad that I still have consciousness. I gradually understand that there are countless question marks in the world, and where do I need to find the answer? Hell? I don’t think so, because there are too many question marks in my heart.
I am back to a day without joy, no hope, no sorrow, a ghost day. Whisking in the hand, a long song that should be casual, who would expect the sound of the piano to complain, the cuckoo cries of blood, and the beloved thinks back. The young man does not recognize the sorrowful taste, and forcibly expresses sorrow for the new words… who can know the two center of gravity words in the chaotic string, and worry all his life! 　The string moves at will, hating the hand is difficult, and only half of the words are given, a string of sad songs. Falling down for thousands of years, only countless incomplete bits and pieces were picked up in my mind. Looking back at the past, things are different. Full of hope to gather the bits and pieces of memory, who knows it has turned into a wild ferry unmanned boat.
The day goes by day by day. I walk by the bridge day by day. Although I no longer look forward to it, I can’t help but look at it every time I pass by to see if there is that me from the bridge. Unforgettable shadow. Every time I do this, I secretly think I’m stupid, and I scold myself a few words in my heart, but, just go to