Is there a ghost in this world?
If not, what will happen when a person dies?
Can we still meet our dead relatives?
If not, I would rather have ghosts in this world…
< br Father's funeral is short and simple, just like his life. It's as if I haven't been here. Just go like this, except for a few of our loved ones, no one in the world will remember him, an ordinary and simple name-Mo Cheng.
Father freezes on the photo frame, in the black frame, the father has nothing Looking at us with words, his familiar face seemed to know how we were crying.
In fact, I shed tears when I turned on the computer, here Only then did I find out how fragile I was. I had to face what I am facing now. There is a fact that we have to admit that the greatest pain in life is the loss of relatives and friends.
Last Thursday, I accompanied my father to the city hospital to be a After a comprehensive examination, on the third day, I received a notice from the hospital that my father had cancer and advanced liver cancer. Surgery is imperative, and after contact, it is scheduled for next Saturday.
He entered the operating room at eight o’clock on Saturday morning. The younger brother accompanied the mother and stood outside the door of the operating room. After eight hours of waiting, the father was pushed out. I saw my father’s closed eyes, the sweat left on his forehead, his pale and thin face stung my heart, and I cried. We followed behind dumbly into the severely ill room, so I kept standing next to my father, tearfully asking the doctor about his situation. The doctor didn’t explain anything at the time, just said to observe again.
It wasn’t until Monday that the doctor told me that my father could live again at most Two months. At this point, I almost collapsed. I really want to cry in my mother’s arms, so I can imagine the mother’s hands comforting my daughter’s injured heart as a child, but I can’t, I can’t tell my mother’s father’s illness, the mother is so big, it’s too bitter Suffering, I don’t want her to suffer such a blow, I can only bear it myself.
Although I am just a girl, But I want to be a strong girl. Which one does not cry~!
Awen, can I cry in your arms? Let my tears get your clothes wet? Will my trembling heart calm down in your arms?
At this time I am at a loss, I am helpless-the world is really very Empty, I looked around, there was no one I knew on the street, but the world was so desolate~!
My vision is blurred, but my memory is clear, I still remember Last week, I sat with my father in front of the TV to discuss this issue of football lottery. My father always said that if we win, our family will have hope tomorrow, and it will be for my brother and I to finish college, then buy a house, and then buy A car, our whole family travels, let alone these are ordinary, we are ordinary people.
My father also wanted me to learn more about Chinese classical literature, he said There are too many things in it to learn. The essence of Chinese culture is everywhere. He said that you have to learn more and deeper. It is best to read a graduate student, revitalize Chinese culture, be a writer, the best…
I just walked all the way back to school, walked back The dormitory is as if nothing happened.
As soon as I walked into the dormitory, I found a lot of red on the table As soon as I saw me, Xiaolan told me: Awen had just arrived. This was from him. He was still very shy. He left without saying anything. Sister Hui, you are so happy~ It is such an excellent boy who pursues you. She sincerely admired.
Is it? I inserted the flowers into the vase lightly, without much joy. Arvin has been pursuing me for a long time. He admires my outstanding literary talents, as well as perhaps my outstanding personality in other aspects. But I have never faced him head-on.
How? Don’t you take it home? Xiaolan asked me strangely when she saw the flowers in the dormitory. I try to use the usual tone to say that the family already has. Xiaolan jumped up in surprise and said, “It’s great, this time every night.”I fell asleep with the fragrance of roses.
At night, I still can’t sleep, I’m crying from my pillow, but I’m sobbing. Not afraid to cry out loud, for fear that the sisters in the dormitory would hear. I think I almost cried and wet most of the pillows. From the outsider’s point of view, I was such a strong and individual girl, but in my heart, I still understood that I was just a girl, a girl who also needed protection.
Sometimes, I am more vulnerable than other girls.
I was taking a physiology class at noon on Wednesday, and suddenly received my home The phone call, the mother on the other end of the phone couldn’t cry, A Hui, you’re coming back, your dad can’t do it…
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How come? Isn’t it at least two months away? But now only two weeks?
My brain flashed blankly, and there was nothing, like The distant clouds are empty and changing.
When I got home, I only saw that my father was not peaceful. For the face, he was so painful, he died of pain.
His face became dull and dull, and his eyes were deeply sunken. But his fingers were slightly curved, especially his index finger, and I suddenly found that his fingers seemed to indicate a direction.
I followed it, but only saw one post on the wall Huang’s mural, a painting that his father liked during his lifetime, he said it was given to him by a friend of his “painter”, but I never saw that “painter”. The painting was a very small village. My father once said that it was a place he had stayed in when he was young, but he didn’t say anything about Xiangqing.
Mother has been crying and is about to faint, I can only suppress my heart The trend of the world does not allow them to break out, and quickly leads the younger brother out to call someone, and the future will be much simpler, and it will be more than four hours and half a day until the death of his father.
Written here, I have not seen the shield clearly, I have been In tears, I hate tears, but tears are inseparable.
But I have to write it down, write about that boy, that is a little shy Shy, one side wanted to pursue my boy-Awen. He also had an accident.
After giving me roses, Arvin took a chartered car to go to other provinces to participate In a national vocal competition, he was a talented student in the vocal department. However, he never came back. With the car, he disappeared like a faint air.
He seemed to be the horizon of nothing in my life~ Same…
When I returned to the dormitory 13 days later, The sisters told me the news, they also “hope” to see my tears, but my tears have already drained.
At night, I dreamed of two people, one was a father, One is him, Arvin.
They came together and wanted me to go with them, but I struggled desperately , And finally did not follow them… Some people said that if the dead come to you, then it must be unlucky, something bad will happen…
When I returned home, my mother was ill, and the hospital said she was mentally ill, and it seemed that she would need long-term rest.
But I still keep dreaming every night, dreaming of them. So I started to change and became “nervous”. I went through all the books about mysterious doctrine and wanted to find a way to meet the dead once. I have also asked many people.
Some people say that you can use the method of rejuvenation, some people say you can find religion Try it, some people say that the moonlight falls at midnight…
But The most feasible method I finally found a proven method.
A Chang, a boy from our class, told me that his milkWhen Grandma died, she had many things to say, but she never said it. Later, her family often “haunted”. From time to time in the kitchen, she heard the familiar sounds. In the middle of the night, she heard her grandmother’s clear cough. Looking for someone, and finally found someone to find a way to see his grandmother once, so he finally knew what was going on. It turned out that his grandmother owed a sum of money before he was born, and he never paid it back. He couldn’t talk, so he couldn’t calm down when he was a ghost.
He once told me that when he woke up in the middle of the night, he had witnessed an unprovoked egg standing upright on the table without anyone around him.
Later, I burned all the Higashimoto used by his grandma before he died. The ghost still appeared, and a chicken in the family laid three eggs at a time, two of which were very small, and still had blood on them. In the end, I dared not eat, and all fell off.
But the disaster still happened, and the pig stalls in the back room after a night of mountain rain , A big stone suddenly fell off, and the pig was killed by alive.
If I believe him, I have to try it even if I don’t believe it, I don’t have In other ways, if I don’t see them once, I can’t survive normally. I dream about them night and night, two people, as if there are many things to say to me, but I didn’t hear anything after dawn…
I did what he said and asked him to help, let the family from the rural hometown Twenty dried earthworms were mailed in. Then one night, we went to Nanling Cemetery, which was 15 kilometers away from the city.
At the foot of the cemetery, at a small intersection At 3:40 in the middle of the night, I stood alone exactly in the middle of the road there, and then lit the oil-soaked earthworm corpse with the lighter he prepared for me… The faint mountain breeze was blowing towards the middle of the road.
Achang stood waiting for me 100 meters away, he said he did not Can be close, can not be close, otherwise we are difficult.
After the first earthworm ignited, I looked at the head in confusion. Three trails to see if there are any people coming, will there be miracles…
Here, when the first earthworm is about to burn out, a fluttering white shadow shakes over and approaches, I am about to see him The face, which seemed to be the face of a kind old man, but I didn’t know it. I was about to say hello to him. Suddenly the flames flickered, and my fingers hurt. The earthworms had burned to the end. I was shocked and remembered What he said to me at that time, one by one, one by one, don’t let the flame go out, otherwise it will be bad, and you should hurry out of the intersection, not standing in the middle of the road.
Today is the fifteenth day of the lunar calendar, the ghost festival of the netherworld, this season The ghosts have to come out to the party to hurry, and they must go through a crossroads, coupled with my special “yin fire” attraction, they will come over, then I can “see” them, and ask them questions…
The fire suddenly dimmed, and when I lifted the room, I only saw A blood-stained fierce ghost stood in front of me, and I was going to be intimidated by a few songs, but when I came, I had already received special training, so I quickly ignited the second “candlelight”, just then, he Has walked past me, his face has returned to the kind old man, the question is too late, I had to continue staring at the front.
According to Achang, only three ghosts pass by at a crossroad in a night , Obviously I missed one.
Time is quietly passing, and the second reincarnation is still coming , And there are only the last five earthworms in my hand.
A Chang apparently watched anxiously in the distance, he was once there Tells me that if it doesn’t work, hurry up and think of another way, don’t burn the candle and stand still, it is very dangerous, I will be possessed, or there are more terrifying things waiting for me.
I don’t want to give up, I don’t want to wait for the next fifteen.
The third one, I only took two of them, This is my last hope… At this moment, I saw two people coming in the distance, a young man and a young woman.
The man is actually “Awen”.
“Awen?” ~! “I called him in horrified silence.
They passed by me At that time, “Awen” stopped, he looked at me strangely and asked, “Do we know? “
I said: “I am A Hui, why don’t you acknoledged. ”
He rocked his body as if he was not standing steadily, his face braked The times have changed greatly, “I remembered it. What happened to you in the past life? Why did you come here? I’m going to be reborn. ~” He pointed to the red ghost in her side and said. “I have a destiny with her afterlife, her name is Azhen~! ”
The girl smiled at me, she smiled beautifully, White teeth like braided shells were exposed, but at this moment, I was abrupt and forgot to click on an earthworm, so her smiling face immediately changed, and one with white Sensen teeth exposed as if he had died in a car accident. The face of a half-ghost girl rushed at me fiercely.
He groaned painfully and yelled, and at this moment, I saw that his face also changed into a scorched head, struggling to shake in front of me, I was almost shocked and fainted to the ground, but immediately responded, just before the two of them rushed In my time, I ignited a piece of “scent” he said in time, so they immediately returned to their original condition.
Awen said, “You must have seen me just now, I was burnt in a car accident, and she was the girl sitting with me, we died Together, you and I are hard to tell. The two had to be buried together. God is destined to be destined…”
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At this moment, I recovered a little bit calmly, so I asked “Awen”: “Anything you can’t let go? Why do I always see you in my dreams…”
Awen was still shyly silent before he said to me, “I just want to ask you, you are I don’t like me…”
What do you say? He sent me so many roses, if you don’t feel moved, it’s fake, but if you like it, then I don’t know. I’m not even sure of myself, but how can I make him shocked? To complete the reincarnation?
So I said to him gently, “Yes, actually I I also like you, but our fate is here…”
At the moment when I spit out my words, I suddenly found out that I really like him, this boy, he unknowingly occupied the most advantageous position in my heart, and I will never linger~~
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“Really~” Awen said happily, “Then I can rest assured “…” He finally took the girl’s hand and walked over, and at that moment, I suddenly remembered that I hadn’t asked him about my father, and it was too late to look back.
I have to wait, I believe my father will accept me Induced.
There is only one last earthworm left, at this time, In the distance, I saw my father running. He was running very tired, as if he had walked a lot of roads. Yes, I have heard that a person must take back all the roads of his life before being reborn… < br/>
The father is here, and it is still the disease.
“Dad–~!” I shouted excitedly, in my hand The “worm fire” was shaking, and it was almost half burned.
“A Hui, how is your mother?” The father was anxious as soon as he saw him Asked.
“Okay, she is fine.”
I didn’t wait for him to ask, and I said, “Brother is also very good, rest assured.”
“Oh.” he said.
Looking for the candle to be extinguished, Achang’s call in the distance The next sentence came, you come back soon, don’t ask, come or not, he will pull you down, he is a hell in hell, not a reincarnation… Achang shouted in horror, shouting again and again.
I hurry up and ask: “Dad, what are you doing? I won’t stop. I’ll finish it for you.”
“Daddy” said, “That picture, that is a place I have been to when I was young. There is a girl there. I’m sorry for her. She now has a child. That’s your brother too. They are very poor. Look at them…”
“Where is that?” I immediately ask him.
“That was in Yunnan…” But it was at this time Suddenly, the worm in my hand was extinguished, and my father’s face changed from moment to moment. It turned into an extremely ugly face that I never knew and had never seen. He opened his mouth, but there was no tongue in it. Then, he reached out and grabbed my clothes and asked me to follow him. On the other side, I knew I shouldn’t go, but I followed him involuntarily…
“No~?” Achang in the distance saw no effect and ran over desperately, he held a black head Something seems to be a black dog head.
Because he is not far from us, he will be on the line soon Arrived.
At that moment, the tongueless man holding my things suddenly From one to two, three, countless hands reaching out in the dark, grabbing me from all directions, all kinds of hands, various voices rising and falling, “Give me, take her Give me,” “She is mine.” “She is mine” “I am hungry” *8^…*